last days..

Now after around 8 month, I am going to go back to Iran...such an interesting time...time really fly! i even can not imagine how did i spend this period!
however I am really satisfy about what i decided. Whit this decision I already have had one of my best and thoughtful periods of my life. this experience gave me the chance of being in my favorite educational system. Although it was short, at least I could achieve one of my envy.Moreover I have had a chance to live alone and independent which it was a little bit impossible for me in Iran.
In my opinion Malaysia is a good place for short term life experience. I can`t stand living for a long time , I mean more than one year, here.
having this experience gave me this point of view that I really prefer to live in my country. during being here, always I was worry about my country, my family and friends and I can not stop thinking about thing going on there.
here I figure out that the massive population of Iranian immigrates is one of the disappointed matters for me, in the world...it is may be kind of betraying to our country...and may be it is one sign which can shows us how we are lazy, non practical and impatient people. I know that people are different and every one is free to choose what she/he wants. but to my mind, we should do something and not leave problems and run away. I know we are living in bad time, but If we abandon Iran, it will be plundered.
I don`t know..may be one day I become one one those people who leave Iran...who knows..but I hope that day never comes...

lonlines,expectation...

the classes goes on very well..I like english and I realy want to improve as soon as possible. I try to work on my accent and make it like british accent... but at the time I want to speak, I don`t use knowledge.. so this is so important to not be shy and use my practices during speaking.
I am alone.. tonight I went to sweeming pool, and by chance, there is no one there.good for me! I swam more than half an hour...and it was absolutly Great! during sweeming, I was thinking about life.. how strange is it! who can imagine I be here after those events...life is life!!
tomorrow I have some gusts...behnam, behrad, tina, summer, nima...I want to prepare my chicken style food, kebab, naget and rice...
I hope every thing will become Ok with tomorrow.
realy it is a good feeling to be independent and have some guest ...
furthermore I am waiting my friends..mina and shaghayegh..realy I miss mina...I can`t wait to see her..and above all of them, I am realy waoting to see Mehrdad...all of my imagination is with him...
enough for today :D
suddenly.. I know:D

Again.. here...in Malaysia

From the time I lost my EX -extremumm blog, cuz I captured in Iran in green movement and lost my Gmail address, I treansfer my blog to yahoo blog in the same name and continue writing on that...
of the things happen in life...I came to malasiya to be safe from the result of appeals court.. now I am here and decided to continue english in British council in malaysia to get the ILTS in a good degree...
maybe ask me, you already have your blog, so why do you create this page? I should say, one of my theacher "Rheet" gave us an Idea to have an English blog to improve our writings..
So, in regard to all of these things, I run this blog and from now, I hope write my diary every they..
and I realy will be so happy if in six month later, I have a perfect writing and laugh to my first blogs ;)
enshallah...
maryam khanoome gol